Day 10 - Gagging but Getting There

I bought a pack of 20 fags on Friday night and I still haven't finished them! 

The Champix has really kicked in and I am choking, retching, gagging whenever I attempt to inhale.  Like a complete fool I timed my adoption of Champix to co-incide with Wales advancing through the stages of the rugby world cup and as a Scouser would say - "Me nerves are shot". 

Watching Wales yesterday sent me out the back door a few times for a nerve-calming fag.  Eyes watering, coughing and trying not to puke on the chickens' heads I really had to work hard at getting half way down a fag.  I felt like an utter NOB.  Then Wales lost the game and I felt even worse.

I am hoping this does not induce Pavlov dog type behaviour.  Next time Wales run out on the pitch will I be feeling sick with watery eyeballs?  Oh hold on, that's what normally happens during a Welsh game.